Equatioin 119 : Incomplete

I keep on telling myself that i don't like u.
I keep on reminding myself not to cry for u..
I keep on promising myself that i can live without u...
I keep on convincing myself that i don't need u....

But what if i still lie to myself how i feel for u. 
But what if my tears keep on falling because of u..
But what if i felt cold without being next to u...
But what if i still cant forget about u?

Because even if i kept on denying what i felt in my heart...
That was tearing apart..
Shattered without your smile in a life that was cold and alone..
I know that i still do love u...

© Scarlet Storm 2015