Monday, 5 November 2018

Equation 328 : No Longer Here

I woke up again,
From my sleep,
A sleep that seems dreadful,
With a dream how I wish to forget,
To forget it never exist in my life,
I saw you right there,
So close to me,
We aren't distandancr away,
But each time I walked closer to your shadow,
You seems to slowly fades away,
I could hear you call for my name,
Calling for me to get nearer,
But somehow the boundaries of our life,
It separates us from one another,
I wonder who I really am in your life,
Do I even exist in your life,
Is our destination even meant for us to be together,
Forgive me for those mistakes I'd made,
Wake me up from this dream,
A dream of you still smiling to me,
Even if you're not here right by my side.. ..

Sweet Love,
©Kyttybelle Salvatore / Scarlet Boundaries 2018

Saturday, 13 October 2018

Equation 327 : Where I stand


I know at times I can be crazy,
So crazy you won’t expect me to be,
To be who I am standing today,
Who would I become as another day arise,
I was bewildered by my life,
My life that I thought wouldn’t still have any answers to my existence.

The first time I stand here,
I know I was raw,
I was weaken by my own anxiety,
I was weaken by myself,
Not by anybody else,
But only myself that still lost in path that couldn’t be seen..

I thought the path I took was a mistake,
Mistaken by my own prediction of who,
Who’d I become today,
But here I am still standing here,
Stronger than I was before,
Stronger than who I can ever be in this destiny,
A destiny that was written for me. 

(c) Scarlet Matsumoto 2018

Tuesday, 2 October 2018

Equation 326 : Come Back To Me

An endless time, Moments pass by,
Tomorrow comes, Will it last,
Without tears shattered,
Heart still hoping for,
The days gone by with no broken soul,

As long as the time, Still waiting for,
Awaken again, Still longing for,
Hearts beating so fast,
Hope life would still last,
To be without you again....

*Come back to me,
Reborn those memories,
A kiss healed a life,
Heart shattered to pieces,
Come back to me,
When a life waiting for,
You to be right beside me once more,
Don’t leave me again...

Those promises, Still kept inside,
Never perished away,
Bewildered a life, Missing a path,
Skips those steps without you.

*Come back to me,
Reborn those memories,
A kiss healed a life,
Heart shattered to pieces,
Come back to me,
When a life waiting for,
You to be right beside me once more,
Don’t leave me again...

Let it be,
Those obvious scars,
Shown to the world,
A soul has torn apart,
A vacant heart,
Until the end of time,
Prolonged for a missing life
To be right beside me once more...

*Come back to me,
Reborn those memories,
A kiss healed a life,
Heart shattered to pieces,
Come back to me,
When a life waiting for,
You to be right beside me once more,

*Come back to me,
Reborn those memories,
A kiss healed a life,
Heart shattered to pieces,
Come back to me,
When a life waiting for,
You to be right beside me once more,
Don’t leave me again...

(c) Scarlet Storm 2018

Wednesday, 26 September 2018

Equation 325 : A Story of a Man.

Equation 326 : A Story Of A Man

This is a story,
A story of a man,
A man in a blurry image,
Am image so blurry you can barely see,
What was written behind his eyes,
What was written behind his smile,
His face hidden behind a mask,
You won't even know what was on his mind,
What he's actually thinking about,
Could it be about his life that he's still uncertain,
His life that he's still unsure,
Or could it be about another person,
That's wrote a melody in his heart,
Embracing his soul,
Could another word ever replace the question,
The question that he kept on asking,
Could he be thinking of you,
Telling himself how much he want to be with you,
Could he ever confess,
The feeling that he felt in his heart,
He surely know it's true,
Because he really loves you...

(c) Scarlet Boundaries 2018

Tuesday, 25 September 2018

Equation 325 : Stay?


Today,
I wrote something in my diary,
Something that came from my heart,
Could it be a new story?
Or is it only a tragedy?
I kept on writing and writing,
But somehow at the end,
When I read everything,
Why does it felt like it’s nothing?
Where has the love, the emotion that you and I once had went away?
Why it no longer portrays the sensation we felt,
Why does it parish in the thin air?
In a short time,
How I wish the love would last,
But somehow, it has vanished away,
With no more tracks to trace,
Why did it go away?
Why the beating heart once before shattered to grey?
When I really want you just to stay,
And would never go away.

(c) Scarlet Boundaries 2018

Sunday, 23 September 2018

Equation 324 : Who Am I?

Right now I wonder,
Who am I really in this life?
Am I a person who only says words?
Words so pleasant,
That it could make you smile,
Or am I actually a lover,
A lover that’s hiding behind his own shadows of lies,
Lies that hopes for that you won’t ever cry,
Cry for what I’m telling you that isn’t true,
Telling you how I never liked you,
But actually nobody knows my true feeling for you,
How much I actually love you.
Why am I still smiling today?
Because I know when tomorrow comes,
I’m still trapped in those smears of lies,
Those lies that I hope it won’t bruise your heart,
Your heart that I wanted it to be,
With that sweetest smile,
Happy  throughout your life.

(c) Scarlet Boundaries 2018

Friday, 27 April 2018

Equation 323 : I Miss U


Right now,
I don't know where you are.
I don't know what you're doing right now
Even though every day and night,
I keep on telling myself that I never think of you,
I never want to have you in my heart,
But each minute passed by,
You're always in my mind,
Every second passed by,
I felt like my pulse had skipped a step or two,
Maybe what I say it can seemed to be true,
But deep down in my heart,
That every day I keep on saying I don't want you,
I don't need you,
I actually really love you,
I really miss you.

(c) Scarlet Matsumoto 2018

Monday, 9 April 2018

Equation 322 : Written Love Story

Why,
Why is it until today,
A love story it was still written,
The story of love that somehow,
At the end,
It seemed so impossible,
Impossible to reach out for,
It's so impossible to even breathe.
A true love that actually lies behind a life,
A true love that's hidden from the actual reality,
Was the story ever meant for you?
Or was it only for a heart,
That cried out endlessly,
Should the love story ever end,
The love story it was still written,
With a neverending love,
Neverending happiness,
Or should the love story still be the same,
With no other melody apart from only silent entity,
With only a never the less sad love story,
That actually lies in between tragedies?

© Scarlet Matsumoto 2018

Saturday, 7 April 2018

Equation 321 : Another persons Smile

Always tried to laugh
Always tried to smile
Always moving ahead with no doubts
Always starting another life with faith lies within,
But somehow in silent,
Nobody would know how actually a life,
A life that was already torn apart,
Laughter sometimes fades away,
Smiles actually gone to grey,
as each day's  had  passed,
An image still tries to live a life,
A life that's full with questions that's at the end,
It won't be untwine,
A smile it would still last but somehow,
Hiding those tears,
Behind another person's smile...

©Scarlet Storm 2018