Thursday 9 April 2020

My star sign bla bla bla bla

Babble3

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I am flirty,
Sexy, charming and charismatic if you should say,
At times, I do want to be dominant,
I am impulsive, willing to take the risk,
Optimistic about the future time,
Competitive in every challange I face,
Maybe sometimes I talk too much,
But I could be blunt with some words I said,
I can be positive and funny but somehow,
I'm still Impatient or rebellious are on the other side,
If you've ever be with me,
You'd know my pride,
Am I an idealist?
That's your choice, never were mine,
Maybe sometimes I'm hard to get,
Would give an endless love if you won my heart,
But even if I'm torn apart,
I'd still stand strong,
Responsible with the decision that was done,
And always be positive with what the path of life would have come,
Maybe sometimes I made my own mistake in deciding,
But I am proud of who I am.

© Scarlet Storm 2020

Bla bla bla

Not sure if this is a poetry or maybe just some words I created from what I am described to be with my starsign, Aries. Oh well, as long as it rhymes.

Equation 347 : Fade away

Poetry / lyric

Fade away.

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As the night falls, the sun fades away,
In a cold night, I am facing,
Sitting alone, as the warmth felt so distance
A melancholy  heart buried with fears,  ,

Cause I, I was weaken by those memories,
But I would try,
Try to live and breathe again,

**
A heart left in silence,
As the darkness falls, I’m falling,
Won’t forfeit those games, I’m facing,
Now you know, that I won’t fade away,
With those words were once said,
On shattered glass, I’m bleeding,
But I know that I’m still standing,
Now you know that I won’t fade away.

Walking alone, no direction to go,
Still waiting for another tomorrow,
Each step that were taken,
On a path that’s uneven,
Stumble alone, unwittingly

Cause I, I was weaken by those memories,
But I would try,
Try to live and breathe again.

**
A heart left in silence,
As the darkness falls, I’m falling,
Won’t forfeit those games, I’m facing,
Now you know, that I won’t fade away,
With those words were once said,
On shattered glass, I’m bleeding,
But I know that I’m still standing,
Now you know that I won’t fade away.

I was bound with trust and dishonesty,
Walking away; from a fairytale,
I was drown and suffocate in,
Mending a heart that’s torn apart from all those lies,
An eager to fight for my own pride

**
Left in silence,
As the darkness falls, I’m falling,
Won’t forfeit those games,
Now you know, that I won’t fade away,
Those words were once said,
On shattered glass, I’m bleeding,
But I know that I’m still standing,
Now you know that I won’t fade away.

Now you know that I won’t fade away...

Fade away...

© Scarlet Storm 2020

( This is not dedicated to anybody.);

Saturday 4 April 2020

Equation 346

When you already went back to your home,
When you're back to live all alone, 
Even walking outside the garden, 
Feeling the warm breeze touching your skin,
Inhaling the scent of those flowers,
Those flowers that are blooming outside,,
Outside of your house is just enough, 
Enough to make you erase those pain, 
Those pain that are engraved,
Engraved so deep in your heart,
Those memories that are buried,
Buried so deep in the hidden core,
Hoping for it to perish,
But can it all be erase in a splendid time? 
Can it even go away?

© Scarlet Storm 5/4/2020

#imstill
#keepingsilent

Thursday 2 April 2020

Equation 345 : Weight of Sin

Sit
I'm sitting alone in silent,
Silent as in my surrounding,
It seems like nothing else are breathing,
Breathing apart from myself,
As I fall,
I fall down on the bench,
A bench that is hard as the wooden plank,
It seems to crack,
Crack due to my weight,
Weight that I thought before was as light as feather,
But perhaps with those sin,
Those sin that I've made before throughout my life,
Regained the weight that I could never feel,
Sit,
I'm still sitting here alone,
Alone in silent,
With a melancholy heart plead,
Pleading to be forgiven,
But how can a sin ever be unwritten.

Silent Writer,
Scarlet Storm.