Thursday, 26 February 2015

Equation 106 : Melody

How the melody compels the memories of...
Your heart that was shattering,
Your frightful sentiment that finally unleashed,
Your secrecy  that was hidden,
Your sorrow that was left unbroken,
Your tears that were fallen and
Your smile that was left unspoken...

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba / Scarlet Storm 2015

Monday, 23 February 2015

Equation 106 : Where is?

What is life actually giving?
When you are not living...
What is life actually allowing?
When you are not letting...
Where is love actually revealed?
When you are still deceiving...
Where is heart actually palpitating?
When you are not breathing...
Where is faith actually conducting?
When you are mostly shielding...
Where are lies actually hiding?
When you are really lying...
Where is humanity actually concealing?
When you are really denying...
Where ego is actually stands?
When you are really not thinking...
At the end of life,
Can't you see what you are becoming?

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba / Scarlet Storm 2015

Sunday, 22 February 2015

We Are The Fallen - Bury Me Alive

"Bury Me Alive"

There's no use in crying,
All my tears won't drown my pain,
Free me from your sorrow,
I can't grieve you again.

I watched you let yourself die,
Now it's too late to save you this time.

You bury me alive,
And everybody's gotta breathe somehow,
Don't leave me to die,
Too consumed by your own emptiness and lies.

All I did was love you,
Now I hate the nightmare you've become,
I can't let you fool me,
I won't need you again.

I watched you let yourself die,
Now it's too late to save you this time.

You bury me alive,
And everybody's gotta breathe somehow,
Don't leave me to die,
Too consumed by your own emptiness and lies.

You bury me alive,
And everybody's gotta breathe somehow,
Don't leave me to die,
Too consumed by your own emptiness and lies.

Make me feel this love we used to hold,
All I see is black and cold,
As I try to pull you down to the ground, the ground.

Everybody's gotta breathe somehow,
Don't leave me to die,
You're too consumed by all your emptiness inside.

You bury me alive,
And everybody's gotta breathe somehow,
Don't leave me to die,
Too consumed by your own emptiness and lies.

You bury me alive,
And everybody's gotta breathe somehow,
Don't leave me to die,
Too consumed by your own emptiness and lies.

Wednesday, 18 February 2015

Equation 105 : Guilt...

Is it a guilt for me,
As I try to understand how you really felt in your heart?
Is it a guilt for me,
As I try to undergo your thoughts that were hidden in your soul?
Is it a guilt for me,
As I try to be apart of your life that was hidden behind a shining star?
Is it a guilt for me,
As I try to let loose the purity that was shield underneath your smile?
Is it a guilt for me,
As I try to give you all I have only for a love that were never meant to be true?
Is it a guilt for me,
As I try to unleashed the sentiment you felt in your heart that was pure?
Is it a guilt for me,
As I try to revealed the impurity of your heart that was swollen at the edge?
Is it a guilt for me,
As I try to tell you what is true?
Is it a guilt for me,
As I try to confess my heart, to tell you how much I actually am loving you?
(c) Kytty Sakuraiba / Scarlet Storm 2015

Equation 104 : Impurity of Heart

Therefore, it was until today,
I can no longer handle the pain,
The pain that was holding my heart,
My tears that was falling apart,
The desire that I felt duelling hard,
Is there anymore chance for me to be,
To be breathing once again
In a life with you ,
Without your shadow right by my side,
Without your impurity emerged in a world,
A world that was left cold and shudder.

Truth, lies, and desire for your love,
The clarity that meant too much in my life,
It was parish through wind that was a blunder,
A touch that once were felt before,
It was lost in a grimace of your smile,
A smile that was less concern,
Only left a memories,
A memories that dies hoping for to come back alive.

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba / Scarlet Storm 2015

Monday, 16 February 2015

Equation 103 : Sorrow

Sitting alone,
In a room that was dark and cold,
The anger that was raging inside through,
The shadows of fright and this sober heart,
As I would grow old.

Why does the tears,
That were hidden through my life,
Would one day the fear that was concealing,
Hiding away the faith that wasn’t breathing at all,
The purity of my heart trembled apart.

Kept on asking myself,
Why does it hard for me to confess,
The pain that I felt in my heart,
The shudder that trembled upon my life
But I just lied with a smile to obscure my sorrow.

The rigid pain couldn’t anymore,
Be hidden behind the unbending terror,
My broken heart has shattered,
Just leave me alone, and allow me to bleed in anguish,
There won’t be for me to be living cause there won’t,
Be no other days tomorrow.

(c) Scarlet Storm 2015

Friday, 13 February 2015

Personal review on certain Star Sign.

I’ve been with...

He always thinks that he is the best among all. And it seemed like he don’t care much about me apart from himself. His egos are flexible but sometimes it would annoy you.

He really care about me once he love me, but... he is lazy when I ask for more... Even if that he shows that he don’t really care about me much, but his heart is actually pure for my love. It’s a lie that a relationship would always be proper and none of us would lie, but I know that he would still love me. He’s egos are too high sometimes it makes you curious to get to know him more. his outside image is never the same with his inside heart.

He won’t talk much to me but once he does he can’t seem to stop. He might look rough on the outside, but sincerely in his heart, I know how fragile he actually is. He would love you and always would fight back to win your heart no matter what.

He would play along with me and without I knowing anything, he would bite me silently and pleasure me like I care about anything else anymore. . . He kept quiet most of the times, but he would never forget me that he had left his marks on. It is hard for me to understand him, but he is the best thing I've ever had in my life. and HELL how dominant he is also.

He seemed to be slightly strange. Hot headed most of the time, but he try to take things easy still even though at the end once it has reached out of their limit, he would be much more vicious than who I am. I wouldn't manage to argue anymore once he had lost his temper. His ego is very high for my concern, but deep down inside, he would still care for u.

‘He’ is much of a player like I am, but he can really pleasure me good. A calm hearted person, but never reveal its true identity to anyone until they are comfortable to that person. His ego are so-so but, they would still smile even if they hurt deep down inside. He is not afraid to cry in front of everyone even if the people would make fun of him. He is a special person in my heart.

He talks rationally about things that are obvious in the world. A night with him won’t be as wild and sexy as I would be hoping for, but I am sure that he would make it hot and sweaty for sure. His egos are at its limit. Don’t touch them too long or else they might bite you very hard.

He always seemed like he wanted me, but he always play around with me. Showing up sometimes, and went missing most of the time... How I know inside my heart, I really wanted to love him, but even I am not sure what the hell is he thinking on his mind! Is he giving me a sign? Or is he just being too nice to me because he don’t want to tell me that he don’t like me actually?

He is just like who I am. Both of us have the same fire that are burning deep inside our heart, and most of the time we disagree in many things. I tried to undergo his situation, but he never let me go any further, so at the end I give up with this man. His egos are just as equal as mine, so... what else should I say huh?

( I'm an Aries so beat with it. :P )

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba / Scarlet Storm 2015

Wednesday, 11 February 2015

Equation 102 : Circle of Life.

Through circle,
A Circle of life.
Through a destiny,
A destiny that promised love.
Through fate,
A fate that made us see path,
Through life,
A life that made us see the world,
Through friendship,
A friendship that would stand still.
Through faith,
A faith that made us believe.
Always believing that,
That there will be another day ahead in life.

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba / Scarlette Storm​ 2015

Tuesday, 10 February 2015

Equation 101 : Every time I...

Every time I thought of walking away,
From you in my life,
Would it be a sin for me if I ever,
Leaving you astray even if I have to disobey,
If I go without even turning back
Forgive me if I won’t bare to even,
Even wish you my last goodbye.

Every time I thought if forgetting,
Forgetting everything that has happened in my life,
The bound of love between us,
The happiness that you still portrays,
An emotion that was unrequited,
Parish from the truth that lies within,
The integrity wasn’t so clear to be seen.

Every time I thought of leaving,
The past memories of us, Of you and I,
The reflection of your smiles,
The tears hidden from the glimpse of your eyes,
The lost of your love,
Shattered away in the water that once were still,

In my cold shuddered life.

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba / Scarlet Storm 2015

Sunday, 8 February 2015

Equation 100 : Sanity.

At times I wonder,
I wonder what was left for me,
For me to see,
The vision of your reflection,
Bringing back the false modesty and integrity,

The memories that were still there,
Left only with vengeance that lure without no gravity,
The mist of truth that never were there,
Those lies that lurked in between our life,
The friendship we had,
Without any trustworthy,
You are still a friend,
But sadly also,
The worst enemy I know,
You are a man with no bless or sanity,
With no love, only cruelty
Would the mess you once created be,
Less misery,
Or will it just end with,
Only a messed up insanity
In this world,
This true reality.

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba / Scarlet Storm 2015

Equation 99 : A Dying Heart

A dying heart,
In a gruesome time,
While all the hope, love, and desire,
It was still alive,
The awaken fear falls over,
A river of blood that shattered,
Shattered from tears of a broken tragedies,
A lonesome memories.

A dying heart,
The time seemed to be fading away,
While a life that was still breathing,
Through the fallen mist,
Threatening a life,
That was only aching to be loved,
Instead only left a  heart that was bleeding,
The faith that were tore apart..

A dying heart,
All those bare promises,
Why only it was left with full with questions,
Question that triggers the anxiety,
The descended tears,
That parish within trust and rightful needs,
Only left a dreadful empathy,
A hopeless memories.

A dying heart,
When will there be another chance,
Another chance to be living,
Without any pain,
Without any hatred  in this life that has no dignity,
Will there be another chance for a life to be,
Through the night of ecstasy,
To be living once again.

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba / Scarlet Storm 2015

Tuesday, 3 February 2015

Equation 98 : A Last Goodbye.

Why is it today,
I felt the pain that I can no longer,
No longer manage myself to obtain,
The happiness of life without any,
Any faith to be breathing anymore,
Any chances to be living once more,
The love I felt in my heart,
I kept on praying for it to forever,
Forever bloom but at the end,
It shattered,
Shattered down to thousands of tears,
Nothing was explainable anymore,
And I know it shouldn’t be today,
But where else I can find another day,
For me to say,
A last Goodbye,
So long to a heart,
An emotion that once were there,
But finally after so long,
It has shaded away.

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba / Scarlet Storm 2015