Equation 76 : Why...

At this time,

I am not sure how could i even,

Explain to time how am i feeling,

How a heart that was thorned apart,

How a smile shades away

Was there even anymore reason to hope

Was there even anymore reason for me to breathe

How I still try to convey my love to you

But tears that were cascading through time

I still couldn’t manage to explain why.

Sometimes a heart kept on wonder

Will there even be another day tomorrow

Will I still have a chance to be living and see

How beautiful you smile

How I kept on wishing even if it was only once

I want to see you there in my life

A promise i never manage to keep,

 A love I couldn’t manage to held in my hand

It doesn’t matter if I would go away today

But promise me I will see you there

Once again in an eternal lifetime.

( c ) Scarlette Storm 2014

 Bleh I was crying when i was writing this sorry. I was upset when the bid for the ticket I won got canceled because it took more than 3 days to reach in their hand... Maybe Arashi is never meant for me.. Maybe I should just walk away from heaven to hell.

Tell Me Why - Arashi

Feeling far off Though we loved each other, we became distant

Wanting to come back together, every night time

The day that you cried If I'd just thrown everything away

Maybe you'd still be by my side now

I can never say things well Sometimes, I hurt you

But I wanted to protect you more than anyone else

Oh baby, tell me why Time passes

Memories of you Your voice (It echoes Pierces through me The days blur together)

I can hear it So I'm searching for you even now

So much my heart hurts Tell me why

(My pain stays, again and again)

I just want to tell you honestly I'm sorry

This room without you in it feels light as an empty box

It's so big, it makes me want to cry What a lonely night

Our time suddenly came to an end, didn't it

Although I'd promised I'd always protect you

Finding we have the same habits Always laughing together

I'll never love someone like this again

Oh baby, tell me why Time passes

Memories of you Your voice (It echoes Pierces through me The days blur together)

I can hear it So I'm searching for you even now

So much my heart hurts Tell me why

(My pain stays, again and again)

I just want to tell you honestly I'm sorry

One instead of two, I feel so empty (Ho)

Lost the life I should have had (Ho)

“In the past...” I let slip nostalgically (Ho)

A photo of the two of us...

You're not here in my room

Regretting it now, once again

Wanting to touch those hands again
Wanting to see those eyes again

The tears slip through and fall When I want you

(Baby)

The eyes that were laughing with me

The eyes that cried as you muttered, “You idiot...”

Then, until we meet again

“See you”

No... please come back again

No no no Where are you now?
No no no
Who are you showing your true face to now?

Oh baby, tell me why Time passes

Memories of you Your voice

I can hear it So I'm searching for you even now

So much my heart hurts Tell me why

(My pain stays, again and again)

I just want to tell you honestly I'm sorry

I'm so sorry

Equation 75 : Existence II

Even if at times I,

I still try to understand,

The question kept on asking,

Asking why do I felt your tears,

Though you’re never,

Never were seal in my life.

Even if there was any,

Any second remaining for I,

For I to comply an emotion together,

The empathy of your love,

Was a puzzle that missed a number.

Even if a heart kept on praying,

Praying for love that was never,

Never written for my heart,

Pledge was made for an infinity,

Forever be there, in a memories.

Even if a life that was assured,

Will a shadows of you still be standing there,

Will the pain ever be erased,

An existence of your love

Come back to my life,

Once again.

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba 2014

Equation 74 : Encrypted ( 21/10/2010 )

I still hear you whispering melancholy

I still feel the touched

What happened

Between the two of us

Incision wound that will never be forgotten

Your words have a base of three

It's beautifully lined 

Like soft Silk

But the meaning were deeply venomous

Your words of hidden meaning perish

Unlucky not expect immediate

Tangled in the unspoken whisper

Storm hit to bring the love that never existed between us

Leaving youu with a vengeance and will never return

* A life that was cruel, no mercy to all

Encrypted and false allegations

It burns like the heat of the fire surrounded

Heartless prick myself

It's like the snake bite

With the deadly poison in the blood flow

In the wind and the drops of water contempt (love is blind)

I no longer want yourself (with me)

I will not forgive yourself is nothing to

Entangled in the equatorial circumference

( c ) Kytty Sakuraiba 2014

Equation 73 : To Share a Dream ( 14/09/2008 )

When the first time I know you

I don't know what to say

Should I like you 

Or Shouldn't I

Feel close to you

Your smile it melts my heart

You're the one that is hard to find

Now I've found you

What should I do

I've lost my words

You're just too sweet to myself

I'm greatfull to know you

Oh darling, I'm starting to feel

Something I've never felt in my life

Every time , You're there beside me

CHORUS

You're my life

You're my soul

Each day I smile when you're around

Dreaming of you

Every night in a fantasy

It's so beautiful to see

How I wish you're there with me

To share a dream

That doesn't end in my forever life

The next day I saw you

Running your fingers through your hair

I smile alone

Hiding from you

Peeking silently

You began to notice me

I start to blush

And run away

You hold my hand

And smile to me

Oh baby

It's a miracle you see

How it sparks underneath the sky

Oh I wish it will never end

You and me side by side

It's a beautiful melody

If you can hear

Just come to me

CHORUS

You're my life

You're my soul

Each day I smile when you're around

Dreaming of you

Every night in a fantasy

It's so beautiful to see

How I wish you're there with me

To share a dream

That doesn't end in my forever life

This is the start

Of my new life

Being with you

For every days

Shining bright

Seeing you smile

It felt to strange

To tell the truth

You're the one

To share myself

Until the end

Forever now

This is just a beginning...

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba 2014