Friday, 31 October 2014

Equation 76 : Why...



At this time,

I am not sure how could i even,
Explain to time how am i feeling,
How a heart that was thorned apart,
How a smile shades away
Was there even anymore reason to hope
Was there even anymore reason for me to breathe
How I still try to convey my love to you
But tears that were cascading through time
I still couldn’t manage to explain why.
Sometimes a heart kept on wonder
Will there even be another day tomorrow
Will I still have a chance to be living and see
How beautiful you smile
How I kept on wishing even if it was only once
I want to see you there in my life
A promise i never manage to keep,
 A love I couldn’t manage to held in my hand
It doesn’t matter if I would go away today
But promise me I will see you there
Once again in an eternal lifetime.

( c ) Scarlette Storm 2014

 Bleh I was crying when i was writing this sorry. I was upset when the bid for the ticket I won got canceled because it took more than 3 days to reach in their hand... Maybe Arashi is never meant for me.. Maybe I should just walk away from heaven to hell.

Wednesday, 22 October 2014

Tell Me Why - Arashi


Feeling far off Though we loved each other, we became distant
Wanting to come back together, every night time
The day that you cried If I'd just thrown everything away
Maybe you'd still be by my side now

I can never say things well Sometimes, I hurt you
But I wanted to protect you more than anyone else

Oh baby, tell me why Time passes
Memories of you Your voice (It echoes Pierces through me The days blur together)
I can hear it So I'm searching for you even now
So much my heart hurts Tell me why
(My pain stays, again and again)
I just want to tell you honestly I'm sorry

This room without you in it feels light as an empty box
It's so big, it makes me want to cry What a lonely night
Our time suddenly came to an end, didn't it
Although I'd promised I'd always protect you

Finding we have the same habits Always laughing together
I'll never love someone like this again

Oh baby, tell me why Time passes
Memories of you Your voice (It echoes Pierces through me The days blur together)
I can hear it So I'm searching for you even now
So much my heart hurts Tell me why
(My pain stays, again and again)
I just want to tell you honestly I'm sorry

One instead of two, I feel so empty (Ho)
Lost the life I should have had (Ho)
“In the past...” I let slip nostalgically (Ho)
A photo of the two of us...

You're not here in my room
Regretting it now, once again
Wanting to touch those hands again
Wanting to see those eyes again
The tears slip through and fall When I want you
(Baby)
The eyes that were laughing with me
The eyes that cried as you muttered, “You idiot...”
Then, until we meet again
“See you”
No... please come back again

No no no Where are you now?
No no no
Who are you showing your true face to now?

Oh baby, tell me why Time passes
Memories of you Your voice
I can hear it So I'm searching for you even now
So much my heart hurts Tell me why
(My pain stays, again and again)
I just want to tell you honestly I'm sorry

I'm so sorry

Sunday, 19 October 2014

Equation 75 : Existence II


Even if at times I,
I still try to understand,
The question kept on asking,
Asking why do I felt your tears,
Though you’re never,
Never were seal in my life.

Even if there was any,
Any second remaining for I,
For I to comply an emotion together,
The empathy of your love,
Was a puzzle that missed a number.

Even if a heart kept on praying,
Praying for love that was never,
Never written for my heart,
Pledge was made for an infinity,
Forever be there, in a memories.

Even if a life that was assured,
Will a shadows of you still be standing there,
Will the pain ever be erased,
An existence of your love
Come back to my life,
Once again.

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba 2014

Monday, 6 October 2014

Equation 74 : Encrypted ( 21/10/2010 )


I still hear you whispering melancholy
I still feel the touched
What happened
Between the two of us
Incision wound that will never be forgotten
Your words have a base of three
It's beautifully lined 
Like soft Silk
But the meaning were deeply venomous

Your words of hidden meaning perish
Unlucky not expect immediate
Tangled in the unspoken whisper
Storm hit to bring the love that never existed between us
Leaving youu with a vengeance and will never return

* A life that was cruel, no mercy to all
Encrypted and false allegations
It burns like the heat of the fire surrounded
Heartless prick myself
It's like the snake bite
With the deadly poison in the blood flow
In the wind and the drops of water contempt (love is blind)
I no longer want yourself (with me)
I will not forgive yourself is nothing to
Entangled in the equatorial circumference

( c ) Kytty Sakuraiba 2014

Saturday, 4 October 2014

Equation 73 : To Share a Dream ( 14/09/2008 )




When the first time I know you

I don't know what to say
Should I like you 
Or Shouldn't I
Feel close to you
Your smile it melts my heart
You're the one that is hard to find
Now I've found you
What should I do
I've lost my words

You're just too sweet to myself
I'm greatfull to know you
Oh darling, I'm starting to feel
Something I've never felt in my life
Every time , You're there beside me

CHORUS
You're my life
You're my soul
Each day I smile when you're around
Dreaming of you
Every night in a fantasy
It's so beautiful to see
How I wish you're there with me
To share a dream
That doesn't end in my forever life

The next day I saw you
Running your fingers through your hair
I smile alone
Hiding from you
Peeking silently
You began to notice me
I start to blush
And run away
You hold my hand
And smile to me
Oh baby

It's a miracle you see
How it sparks underneath the sky
Oh I wish it will never end
You and me side by side
It's a beautiful melody
If you can hear
Just come to me

CHORUS
You're my life
You're my soul
Each day I smile when you're around
Dreaming of you
Every night in a fantasy
It's so beautiful to see
How I wish you're there with me
To share a dream
That doesn't end in my forever life

This is the start
Of my new life
Being with you
For every days
Shining bright
Seeing you smile
It felt to strange
To tell the truth
You're the one
To share myself
Until the end
Forever now
This is just a beginning...

(c) Kytty Sakuraiba 2014