Equation 121 - An Honesty

In a life that has nothing,
Nothing else that can ever be,
Spoken,
Through the intensity that somehow,
Engraved deep inside a solid heart,
Tearing those wounds that were shielding,
Shielding away from the life tragedies,
Sealing away from another mistakes,
A damn soul ever desired to earn,
But through the borders that evade,
Evading the times that were executing,
Each minutes has passed,
The life were still breathing,
Each second had miss,
The nuances of self that were still standing,
The questions in heart that were still straining
Choices in life that has to be giving,
It was forbidden to be given,
An honesty,
But only a faint lies that still remains.

(c) Scarlet Storm 2015

Equation 120 : Tangled

It is today,
As another day had passed,
The sunlight has shattered once again,
Somehow as the light was dimming down low,
The imagination of your smile,
It raised upon the empty light of dim night.

Who you really are,
I kept on asking myself,
Who you really are,
I kept on wondering on my own,
Until the day will come sooner,
Or later I won't be sure when.

Let the friendship that has knit in between,
The two of our heart,
Tangled in a glimpsed of second,
Bound as time still ticking away,
As there will be,
Another day..

(c) Scarlet Storm / Kytty Kageyama Aiba​ 2015

Equatioin 119 : Incomplete

I keep on telling myself that i don't like u.
I keep on reminding myself not to cry for u..
I keep on promising myself that i can live without u...
I keep on convincing myself that i don't need u....

But what if i still lie to myself how i feel for u. 
But what if my tears keep on falling because of u..
But what if i felt cold without being next to u...
But what if i still cant forget about u?

Because even if i kept on denying what i felt in my heart...
That was tearing apart..
Shattered without your smile in a life that was cold and alone..
I know that i still do love u...

© Scarlet Storm 2015

Equation 118 : Bound : Unwritten II

In the previous of time,

Will there be a man

That would be standing still,

Only left his hopeless heart,

That was wrapped in another sin,

He was still unsure,

Of what his existence would ever be,

In a lifetime,

That he can no longer earn,

Suppressed by all,

Those tragedies that has happened,

Through another rhythm of another day,

With no more symphony,

Nor even another melody,

He longed to be only left,

Unwritten.

(c) Scarlet Storm 2015

Equation 117 : Bound : UNwritten

In a cloak of time,
Through a destiny,
That was still unbroken,
Will there be any words,
That would still be unspoken,
Will there be a mistake,
That was left untaken,
With a single sin,
That was left Unforgiving,
In a life that was still,
Unsure of what will happen,
In a lifetime that has,
An endless moments,
Through another rhythm of a melody,
That was still,
Unwritten.

(c) Scarlet Storm 2015

Equation 116 : Left Dying

As another day that once were bright,
Turns into the darkest of light,
A restless soul that was searching for a life,
In a way that has no other light to be seen,
To more air to be breathing in,
Could it even obey to whatever that was left within,
Was she still able to be living,
Or only her own life that was left suffocating,
In a life that has no edge to be the standing,
She was left alone,
There’s nobody else that wanted to be holding,
Her close in it’s belonging,
She was only left there wishing,
Each Second she kept on praying,
For the only one she ever love to be in her life again,
She doesn’t want to be left there dying....

(c) Scarlet Storm 2015

Equation 115 : Silent.

Perhaps sometimes,
The solution for all the problems,
The trouble that was interrupting,
The thought of your mind,
Wasn’t visible for the first sight,
In a life that was dull and somehow,
Some part of it were odd,
The surface of earth
Where the life of us,
It was still running as seconds,
It kept on ticking away,
The salvation were still in search,
Through the path that left us,
Without any voice to even whispers,
Perhaps the only conclusion
The only one we have left,
Was not the cruel,
Devastation,
But just,
Silent.

(c) Scarlet Storm 2015

Bleh. Bleh. Bleh!

Urgh!!
Why today I'm having a trouble to sleep comfortablelly like before?
I'm glad that finally the book has been release...
But why did they keep on disturbing me about making it a movie, in Hollywood?!
I only aim for the Japanese people to see..
Well, Asian...
But... Urgh!!!
Stop disturbing me already!
U guys are driving me insane!!
Huuwaaa...
I need my life.. :'(

(c) Scarlet Storm 2015