Saturday, 5 January 2013
Sorry, i just feel like writing this because I just can't take it anymore thinking about all of this.
It's true that maybe I've known Arashi since the year 2000,
And still loving them until today,
But when I really think about it,
I'm scared to love them.
I used to get excited to meet other Arashians,
But now, I'm just scared to even think of seeing them.
For what I've done among the other fans.
I feel like, other than loosing friends,
I've felt ashamed to even think about loving Arashi anymore.
Maybe I'm just one in the gazzilions of other Arashians now...
But I'm still scared.
I just feel like complaining to myself..