Equation 76 : Why...

At this time,

I am not sure how could i even,

Explain to time how am i feeling,

How a heart that was thorned apart,

How a smile shades away

Was there even anymore reason to hope

Was there even anymore reason for me to breathe

How I still try to convey my love to you

But tears that were cascading through time

I still couldn’t manage to explain why.

Sometimes a heart kept on wonder

Will there even be another day tomorrow

Will I still have a chance to be living and see

How beautiful you smile

How I kept on wishing even if it was only once

I want to see you there in my life

A promise i never manage to keep,

 A love I couldn’t manage to held in my hand

It doesn’t matter if I would go away today

But promise me I will see you there

Once again in an eternal lifetime.

( c ) Scarlette Storm 2014

 Bleh I was crying when i was writing this sorry. I was upset when the bid for the ticket I won got canceled because it took more than 3 days to reach in their hand... Maybe Arashi is never meant for me.. Maybe I should just walk away from heaven to hell.