Sunday, 4 January 2015

My own heart confession....




Hello.... Oh, sorry for taking some time to write this, but I know this is a little terrible... The deadline is soon to come and i felt the anxiety came and pour down all over me at one go.. I don't know if i can manage to do all of this anymore.

But this has been my dreams since I was only 11 years old. I know even though people think that iit is a ridiculous dream, but I always felt in my heart that I can do it.

Maybe there were too much mistake has been done in the previous time, but as it passed, i realized that what i needed to write stands inside my heart, It doesn't hide behind any other person's reflection. It all were there underneath my my heart. What I felt inside, the fear, the faith and everything else.

I should not be afraid of who I wanted to become.I know now that there's not a lot of people that can do things like this. This mind sound insane, but I am really happy, delighted and proud to be a poet, an author.

I really hope and pray that my first book will be publish soon.. Even though how I know how terrified my heart was feeling, how I am crying in silent, I still have to believe in myself. I need to face my fear of not becoming who I wanted to be and move forwards....

As for whoever is my readers, I hope that you will support me... Thank u for always standing by me. :) Thank you so much..

Sweet Love,
Kytty Sakuraiba / Scarlet Storm

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