Sometimes I thought of running away.
But the further I try to hide,
The closer you are getting to me.
I don't really understand what's going on.
Is this really my life?
Or am I becoming that person,
A person that I really don't want to be?
I know who I am?
I clearly know who you are.
Let's make it clear because you know it well,
As much as I isn't certain of who I am.
I couldn't be what you want me to be,
I don't ever dream of you,
Becoming another person who I want you to be.
The harder I try,
The further I was reaching for,
The darkest path keeps holding back,
The boundaries I have left of my life,
The harder it seems for me to be breaking free,
Free from this false entity,
Breaking free from a story that wasn't meant to be,
This untitled life story,
It never meant for me.
Scarlet B. 2017